Today, I found myself in a field of clover, on a hillside, in the evening sun. I ended up there just because. I felt enjoyment purely for the sake of enjoyment, for the first time in a long time.
It has been a weird adjustment period. I haven't been inspired much lately. Things and people and places in my life are shuffling around, trying to determine what fits and what doesn't. I'm starting to feel like they're finding their balance, but everything is still a little uncertain. I bought a [shiny, awesome, ridiculous] new car. I play in the sun. I do my job and when I'm not doing my job, I'm trying to spend time with the people who matter to me. I'm figuring out who matters to me. I'm trying to see extraordinary things in the ordinary world. I haven't forgotten, I just didn't want to see it for a while.
It doesn't mean I'm back. It just means that, today, the ordinary was noteworthy.
It has been a weird adjustment period. I haven't been inspired much lately. Things and people and places in my life are shuffling around, trying to determine what fits and what doesn't. I'm starting to feel like they're finding their balance, but everything is still a little uncertain. I bought a [shiny, awesome, ridiculous] new car. I play in the sun. I do my job and when I'm not doing my job, I'm trying to spend time with the people who matter to me. I'm figuring out who matters to me. I'm trying to see extraordinary things in the ordinary world. I haven't forgotten, I just didn't want to see it for a while.
It doesn't mean I'm back. It just means that, today, the ordinary was noteworthy.
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